I Have Lost My Way

I Have Lost My Way

A powerful display of empathy and friendship from the #1 New York Times Bestselling author of If I Stay. Around the time that Freya loses her voice while recording her debut album, Harun is making plans to run away from home to find the boy that he loves, and Nathaniel is arriving in New York City after a family tragedy leaves him isolated on the outskirts of Washington st...

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Title:I Have Lost My Way
Author:Gayle Forman
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Edition Language:English

I Have Lost My Way Reviews

  • C.G. Drews

    I actually had NO idea what this new Forman book was about, but I really love

    (I sniffled a bit ok, I do have feelings apparently) and this one had that same emotional ruuuuin. So that was GREAT. However there are a few things that make me a bit uncomfortable about it?? But we'll get to that.

    Also sHOUT OUT to the UK/AUS cover because it absolutely resembles my headphones when I put them in my pocket for two seconds.

    I actually had NO idea what this new Forman book was about, but I really love

    (I sniffled a bit ok, I do have feelings apparently) and this one had that same emotional ruuuuin. So that was GREAT. However there are a few things that make me a bit uncomfortable about it?? But we'll get to that.

    Also sHOUT OUT to the UK/AUS cover because it absolutely resembles my headphones when I put them in my pocket for two seconds.

    Which is a trope I both love and hate haha. I love it because it's short and powerful and the way I got so attached to these characters after just seeing their "day" is such good writing?! But I always feel eeeehhh at these stories because: THE ROMANCE. I mean, how even do you fall in love in a day. At least no one was pledging their lives to each other so. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ It was more like a very very intense crush/beginning (and it is cute I do ship it, just...lowkey.)

    The style was interesting because they have their backstory backflashes in 1st person, but the actual present-day part of the book is in 3rd. (3RD PRESENT BTW WHICH IS MY FAVOURITE AHH HEART EYES.)

    My only negative lol lol is that Harun's narrative didn't seem to really fit? He had a great story with a full arc and everything...but you could've cut him out and it wouldn't have affected the plot. WHOOPS.

    She's a raising-star singer who suddenly can't sing. We're never sure if it's nerves or a medical condition, but just one day she couldn't sing anymore. She feels SO lost and like as soon as she's fired from her singing deal, she'll never be loved. She's also biracial/Ethiopian.

    He's from a strict Muslim family and he's gay but super deeply closeted. He breaks his boyfriend's heart but all he wants is to get him back.

    He is a very smol sad cinnamon son (WHOM I LOVED THE MOST) who's very depressed after his home-life falls apart and so lonely. And so soft™ and sweet and will eat anything you put in front of him bless him.

    Considering Freya's on her phone lamenting the loss of her career and she trips and falls off a low bridge and knocks out Nathaniel. He is super concussed. Pukes on her shoes. Harun is nearby and offers to help because he recognises Frey's fammmmous and thinks hanging out with her might get his boyfriend back.

    The end up spending the day together and FACING ALL THEIR DEVASTATION AND TEAR-FILLED PASTS.

    I was really absolutely caught up in the story, the voice, the writing super fast and I'd been in a bit of a ready slump but I didn't want to put this one down?! The themes of loneliness and loss and love where just poured so heartfeltly (shh that is now a word) onto every page.

    For starters...just Harun's story was (a) really disjointed to the others, and (b) like he's a queer brown Muslim m/m tragic story line (not death or anything but still) and I just??? I feel uncomfortable with this knowing it ain't #ownvoices and how basically Islam only gets negative portrayals in books. BUT. I have no idea of the backstory of why the author wrote it, so I won't judge. But yeeeah.

    . And sometimes it'd switch POVs (with line breaks tho) like after ONE SENTENCE. Surely we don't need to know what everyone's thinking in the same second?!

    It felt more NA at least?! The characters are at least 19 if not a bit older.

    It's a short punch of grief and moving on and loss and of finding yourself and finding others to help you cling on. I also liked that it wasn't all "oh love cures everything" but rather "hey look people can grab your hand and hold onto you when you're drowning" and that's a really important and beautiful message THAT'S HEART TO HIT YOU IN THE FEELS. ❤️💔Also the ending is SO open and I think I really love it for that.

  • Emily May

    I'm writing this review immediately after finishing because I am on such an emotional high right now. I thought this was such a beautiful, sad, sweet book.

    To be honest, I requested an arc of

    only because I've liked some books by

    in the past. But that was it. The blurb hadn't particu

    I'm writing this review immediately after finishing because I am on such an emotional high right now. I thought this was such a beautiful, sad, sweet book.

    To be honest, I requested an arc of

    only because I've liked some books by

    in the past. But that was it. The blurb hadn't particularly grabbed my interest and I was thinking I could just put it aside if it didn't work for me. Instead,

    .

    There's one big thing I didn't like and I'll get to that in a second. But first I'd like to talk about all the emotions this intricate character study made me feel. You can tell instantly that the book is written by an experienced author who knows how to craft a perfect scene and convey emotions through showing rather than telling. Forman uses an extremely compelling build-up to frame the strange and fateful meeting between three very different teens - Freya, Harun and Nathaniel - in NYC's Central Park.

    The story takes place over the course of one day, but is broken up with flashbacks that paint in the backgrounds of the three characters. Each has, as the title suggests, lost their way, and the author explores how maybe, with the help of one another, they can get back on the right path. It is a novel told in quiet intimate details, and in moments between characters. Hope and uplifting sentiments battle it out with pain and loss, making for a bittersweet mix.

    Three very interesting stories are woven together here.

    Freya is an "almost famous" teen singer who - for reasons unknown - has lost her voice. She is the product of an Ethiopian father and a white Jewish mother, and we soon see how her relationship with her father has affected her life, goals and, especially, the relationship between her and her sister, Sabrina. I adored the complexity of their relationship and discovering what happened between them.

    Harun is gay and Muslim, struggling to come out to his parents. His refusal to do so has led to his boyfriend, James (described as dark-skinned) breaking up with him. I was shipping these two so hard and it broke my heart again and again when obstacles tore them apart. There was also some interesting discussion of race and Islam in Harun's chapters, specifically being Muslim in post-9/11 New York City.

    At first, I wondered if Nathaniel would be noticeably less interesting than the other two characters, but as his story is gradually revealed I realised that wasn't true at all. His background carries the most mystery and we are left to ponder what has left him with only one eye, hungry and out-of-sorts in New York City. The story of his strange childlike father, who always needed to be taken care of, is fascinating and sad. As is his father's insistence on it just being the two of them, like Frodo and Sam.

    The one thing I didn't like was the one-day romance that developed. There's so much more to this book that I was able to overlook it, but it was completely unnecessary. It's not instalove, exactly, but their meeting is so overwritten and purple that one would be forgiven for calling it that.

    But, you know, I just don't care that much. I thought this book was great. It was difficult to pull myself away from the characters' lives and return to reality.

    is not easy or neat, but that's okay;

    . And I really appreciated the realistically diverse portrait of New York City.

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  • Dannii Elle

    About three years ago I discovered the online book community. I devoured every popular YA author I had missed in my absence and Gayle Forman was one of them. I had, before this point, read largely thrillers and classics and had little-to-no knowledge of the young adult genre, beyond the names of Suzanne Collins and Veronica Roth. I delved into this unknown realm of literature and sampled from all genres and authors without discrimination. Or, so I thought. But the discrimination was that each of

    About three years ago I discovered the online book community. I devoured every popular YA author I had missed in my absence and Gayle Forman was one of them. I had, before this point, read largely thrillers and classics and had little-to-no knowledge of the young adult genre, beyond the names of Suzanne Collins and Veronica Roth. I delved into this unknown realm of literature and sampled from all genres and authors without discrimination. Or, so I thought. But the discrimination was that each of these authors and books were all ridiculously hyped. I read every 'it book' I had missed out on and, looking back, seemed to form an affinity with most of them. Now this could be because every one of these books was wholly deserving of its hype, but I believe it was more of a case of me initially struggling to understand what books best suited my reading tastes, in this unknown genre, and becoming swept up in the enthusiastic adoration of much of what I discovered. Not to say I ever lied about loving a book I secretly hated, but that when some books worked less well for me I managed to preserver and find the positives using what others adored about it as a guide, rather than forming my entire, own opinions, first of all.

    Looking back on past reviews I sometimes find it hard to trust my own opinions. I don't alter them as they are still reflective of who I was when I read them. Now, however, with a more solid knowledge of what works for me in a broader range of literature, I'm not sure all of my five-star rated reads would still appeal to me. Gayle Forman was one such author that fit into this category.

    I rated her novel,

    , five stars and waxed lyrical about my love for the deep emotional impact it had on me. Looking back, I'm not entirely sure if I would feel the same way about her writing, now. So, when I was given the chance to read her most recent release I was excited to find out.

    I Have Lost my Way follows three lost souls battling the New York metropolis and their own crises of identity. A chance meeting sees their three worlds collide and proves that being lost with someone else is far less terrifying that wandering the unknown alone.

    This novel was, for the most part, an intricate character study and I really appreciated how diverse the representation was. The three individuals chosen were dealing with disparate inflictions and came from opposing cultures, upbringings, and religions. For a relatively short read, this still managed to fully confront each of their immediate personal issues whilst also discoursing on the topics of mental illness, the detrimental effects of social media on teens, racial identity, familial troubles, authority and trust, gender stereotypes, racism, homophobia and so much more. This did not isolate the three individual's trial, but invited the reader to understand where they stemmed from and how easily it is for similar scenarios to play out, in the wider world.

    The thrice-split perspective conveyed three individual characters and Forman did a terrific job of consistently separating their identities. I felt I understood each of them, with my empathy enlarging as their backstories were slowly and simultaneously revealed to the reader and the other two other points in this three-sided friendship. Flashbacks padded the story-line but also heightened my affinity with all three.

    This begun as an enjoyable contemporary story but enlarged into so much more. Whilst I initially enjoyed this for the interesting story-line it was, it was the latter half that secured my love. And it was the emotional depth of the narrative that honed it.

    Despite discoursing on some heavily dark topics, this is a novel that left me with some measure of hope. It was a bitter-sweet feeling as there was so much left to discover about these characters, but I also appreciated how Forman gave less to ultimately deliver more. The potential that this novel closed on cemented my feelings and alleviated my prior sorrow and tinged it with faith. So, the roundabout answer to my initial query, over whether I can still enjoy this author, is a resounding and absolute yes!

  • Carole (Carole's Random Life in Books)

    This review can also be found at

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    Have you ever lost your way? I have. I don't mean those times when I needed to stop and ask for directions when I was trying to find a location although I have certainly been that kind of lost. I am referring to the kind of lost where your life has hit a point and you can't think of what to do next. Those times that you have no idea where you can even go from where you are. I have lost my way. More than once. I am happy to say that e

    This review can also be found at

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    Have you ever lost your way? I have. I don't mean those times when I needed to stop and ask for directions when I was trying to find a location although I have certainly been that kind of lost. I am referring to the kind of lost where your life has hit a point and you can't think of what to do next. Those times that you have no idea where you can even go from where you are. I have lost my way. More than once. I am happy to say that each time I have been lost, I have been able to eventually find a new direction to go.

    I have very little in common with the characters in this book but I was still able to relate to them. I understood Harun's need to please his family and his fear of losing their love if he shows them who he really is. I also understood Freya's fear of losing the one thing that is such an important part of her identity. I understood Nathaniel's need to not be a bother to anyone while living his life under the radar because "it's all good" anyway. I haven't been in the situations that Freya, Harun, and Nathaniel find themselves in during this story but I found each of their characters very easy to like and I really wanted to see them find what they needed in life.

    I really did enjoy reading this book. This is the first of Gayle Forman's books that I have had the chance to read so I wasn't really sure what to expect when I started. I have to tell you that I loved her writing style. I sat down to read just a chapter of this book because I had things around the house and the next thing I knew it was 200 pages later. I was drawn in by the words and the images that they painted of these characters.

    I really liked that the story was hopeful. These three characters are all at a low point in their lives and meet through a chance encounter. It turns out that meeting each other is exactly what they needed. I enjoyed watching them come alive and reach out to each other. Their bond developed very quickly but it felt completely authentic. I knew that they would be able to find their way together.

    I would recommend this book to others. This is a pretty quick read that packs a punch. I wanted to know exactly what brought them to the point where they feel lost and cheered them as they started to connect with each other. I can't wait to read more of this talented author's work in the future.

    This was the first book by Gayle Forman that I have read. I really enjoyed her style of writing and found myself not wanting to set this book aside. The characters were great and I loved seeing their bond grow. I really enjoyed this story.

  • Abbie (boneseasonofglass)

    I really liked this, the characters were so deep and wonderful, and there's some great representation too!

    The one thing is, that I wish it was a little longer. It didn't quite seem resolved at the end, everything just felt way too open for my liking. Maybe just an extra 20-30 pages at the end, or an epilogue haha

  • MELISSA *Mel Reader*

    4 Stars!

    (ARC provided by Penguin Random House)

    Freya is a 19 yr. old singer who is living in New York, and recording her debut album. She’s on the verge of being famous when she suddenly loses her singing voice. Her life goes from constantly working in the studio to endless doctor appointments. She was on her way to becoming a star, and now she wonders if the world will still love her if she can’t sing anymore. She feels like she’s lost her way, like the person she was no longer exists.

    Harun wa

    4 Stars!

    (ARC provided by Penguin Random House)

    Freya is a 19 yr. old singer who is living in New York, and recording her debut album. She’s on the verge of being famous when she suddenly loses her singing voice. Her life goes from constantly working in the studio to endless doctor appointments. She was on her way to becoming a star, and now she wonders if the world will still love her if she can’t sing anymore. She feels like she’s lost her way, like the person she was no longer exists.

    Harun was raised in a loving close family, but one that has strict beliefs & high expectations. He feels like a coward, and like he’s living a lie. He feels alone, and is planning to run away.

    Nathaniel used to love his life, but now it’s hard to remember the person he used to be. He feels like nobody see’s him. Most days he feels invisible, like he hardly exists. He thinks he’s unlovable. He’s lost everything, and as a result lost himself.

    Nathaniel arrives in NYC and while in Central Park has an accident that causes him to cross paths with Freya and Harun. Circumstances have them spending the entire day together helping each other & getting to know one another. All three focus on each other instead of themselves. They give each other courage, and help each other to heal. Through their friendship they each begin to feel alive and believe in possibilities again.

    This was a unique story about three strangers told from three different POV’s. As the story is told we go into their pasts and get their secrets and back stories. This book was full of different cultures, and is about love, loss, life, death, relationships, family, romance, but most of all friendship and human kindness. Putting your own problems aside to care for another. They give each other strength. Three very diverse people have lost their way. They all fear being alone, but all get a sense of peace from helping each other.

  • Berit☀️✨

    This was a book filled with amazing characters....Freya meets Nathaniel after falling off a bridge and landing on top of him...Harun is a witness to the fall and so the friendship between the three of them begins... I realize this seems like an unlikely way to meet, but it really worked in this book....

    Freya is an emerging singer who has lost her voice....Harun is gay and more than just a little afraid to come out to his parents.... Nathaniel is just a lost boy who wi

    This was a book filled with amazing characters....Freya meets Nathaniel after falling off a bridge and landing on top of him...Harun is a witness to the fall and so the friendship between the three of them begins... I realize this seems like an unlikely way to meet, but it really worked in this book....

    Freya is an emerging singer who has lost her voice....Harun is gay and more than just a little afraid to come out to his parents.... Nathaniel is just a lost boy who will break your heart.... I really was drawn to each of these characters, I found them all so raw and real.... I also found the bond and friendship they formed in such a short time quite realistic... given the circumstances and the fact that they all really needed one another....

    The only problem I had with this book was it was very short.... it was almost like a tease... you are given these amazing characters, who are very well-developed, and then that was it.... I just felt as though there was so much to be discussed and so much room for growth, and yet we didn’t get to see that part.... however I do have to say I do like how one of the situations was resolved, it was very sweet.... and on the audiobook you get an additional treat of singing💕

    Strongly recommend to fans of books with some pretty darn amazing characters!

  • Elyse

    I marvel at Gayle Forman’s clear-eye and heartbreaking complex depiction of the fierce, flawed, lovable people at this novel’s heart. ....

    This novel takes place in one day. These marvelous character’s tell their stories- each painfully struggling alone.

    The stories then get stitched together...a reminder that we are all connected.

    The late teen years can be daunting.

    Hallelujah for authors like Gayle Forman writing books like this!!!!

  • Lola

    Better than

    and

    , but not quite as wonderful and memorable as

    and its companion novel.

    Gayle Forman does not write to impress. Her writing style is simple, though effective and even lyrical at times. But I can share with you a list of at least fifty other authors whose wr

    Better than

    and

    , but not quite as wonderful and memorable as

    and its companion novel.

    Gayle Forman does not write to impress. Her writing style is simple, though effective and even lyrical at times. But I can share with you a list of at least fifty other authors whose writing styles are more impressive.

    However, this is not why I am always happy to get my hands on her novels. A book that has only its writing style going for itself, while everything else is dull, will very rarely make my list of favourites.

    The reason why I keep on reading this author, although she disappointed me in the past, is because her stories have heart.

    was boring, it’s true, but it was atmospheric regardless and explored important topics.

    is the story of three separate characters who each deal with their own problems. Freya is a singer who cannot sing, Harun is gay but afraid to come out to his religious parents, and Nathaniel must relearn to live and let go.

    I recently read a book that was also narrated from three points of view—

    —and that one did not work for me because there was never a strong connection between the three protagonists.

    In this case, there is. The connection is sudden, so perhaps not entirely realistic, but it did ring true to my ears, possibly because I knew from the start that all three teenagers were good people that were hurting and needed someone to be there for them.

    It is a pleasant read. Not surprising, a little short, and frankly quite corny at times, but I’m proud of Ms. Forman for finally writing a book with diverse characters. Yay!

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